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Lame Post

2009-02-05T14:43:00.002+08:00

I am currently in my office well, kinda consider resting... wahahaha...

Everyone else except Quan are at Yishun Safra for Cardinal events and preparation for the Interaction Day event. As for me, I am recalled back to office suddenly in the morning to replace my colleague, Navin for Day shift. So that's why, I am in my office considering resting and... a bit bored due to the quietness in the room.

I have yet post up my stuffs and photos. Call me lazy if you want but don't you think its very tedious? Wahaha, Okay.. I admit I am lazy I am LAZY!

Anyway, I am sourcing for new blog skin again! W@h@h@.. I am lame i know.. I'm just a bit tired for my current blog skin ma.. please spare me ba!

Labels: I am Very LAME!

Changing my lifestyle...

2009-01-30T17:27:00.003+08:00

Well... For the last month, I have tasted a few different feeling in life.. Got to realised how humans loved to be respected, remembered and appreciate by others. I also realised that you may not understand humans true color or nature even you have been friends for long long time such as 7 years or more.

Had met up with my god-bro, andrew and some of our "old" friends from NP.. Found out how Times really can changed one person's looks, characters and behaviour. For e.g, Sylvester have totally shocked us when we saw him. He was a suave person when he was in Poly, but now... Hai... He went from a handsome lad to a almost 'Bald' uncle. And contridically, my god-bro who always gave me a feel of uncle-ish to a different feel.. Maybe its because he got a gf ba.. Love really can changed one person.

I am so totally disappointed in one person who I always trusted and loved. I have a total 120% trust and respect of her yet, she have betrayed every feelings I have for her. All her doings made me feel so regrets of so much things. 1st, I shouldn't have introduced someone who was special (hubby 's god-bro) to her. 2nd, I should have discouraged them from wanting to get married when they only know each other such short time. 3rd, I should have listened to my hubby. Because I never listened to him, I can't even get my laptop, nds and phone back from her. 4th, I should be more decisive when she was moving house back to malaysia. And this have caused my loss of the 3 items I have mentioned earlier. Lastly, I am so dumb in letting her 'ji zhang' for all her spendings..

Well... She have gone missing again I supposed.. Got hp no also no use... Maybe this is my fate in losing the items ba.. maybe its the so-called 'na jian dang zhai
' ba...

This is so... Hai.. I also don't know how to say...

Labels: I missed my laptop, nds and phone! Oh my darlings, please come home... I missed you (laptop, nds and phone)!!

officially declared as...

2009-01-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

Haven been properly online for quite a while... missed out a lot of things on facebook and my bloggie... Haven got a chance (until now) to properly blog out latest updates... There are photos I haven got chance to sort out and post up... 2009's life till now have been hectic for me.. Need to get my camera back from my van (which my fren, Larry have drove to school today) so that I can do some chances on the photos before posting up... I need more time... not 24 hours but more...

School starting tomorrow for me.. 1900 hrs to 2200 hrs.. late.. I know but no choice, its part-time studies.. Playing time for me will be less from tomorrow onwards.. 2009's motto - Earn more $$$, Save more $$$ & Study more and more... I got a lot of more things I wanna do, have and etc but guess I have to prioritise the stuffs before I plan anything.. Owww.. this is hard...

Last week was practically the most hectic days for my 23 years and 3 months life... its WWIII for me!!! Need to get my dress, shoes, hand bouquet- Hubby's shirt, pant, tie, belt and shoes.. I have no time... Oh yeah.. forgot to mention... I officially declared myself as ... ahem... Married to Mr. Toh Jian Xian... Wahahaha.. I am now... ahem.. Mrs Toh.. erm.. that's sounds weird.. \-__-/? Oh ya.. No ang bao for you guys yet... wahahaha

Erm.. how to I continue... I'll end here then.. I have loss my words.. I dont know what to say... Tata...

Labels: Just Married...

Working...

2009-01-03T18:31:00.002+08:00

Today.. oh no... it should be tonight will be a "siong" night for me and my colleagues (Lay Yim, Poh, Lu, Chua, Eddy, Msg Chong, Chow & Xuan Da) as we will be working through the night until tomorrow morning... Details are as usual.. we cannot said anything out though... Though it will be a "siong" night... but at least it will be not just me... at least I still have my colleagues working hard through the night with me.. I am at least glad about that..

Just now in the afternoon, met up with my hubby's old BMT mates - Kelvin Neo, Guttery (Sorrie that I do not know how to spell his name), Ah Seng & Seng's Gf... Its been a long time since I seen them and chat with them... Kinda missed them for well.. just them.. A bit so not used to Ah Seng having a girlfriend but well.. I am so happy for him too.. to have his 幸福...

Think I gonna sign off here as I am going to start working soon... Ciaoz...

Labels: We (as mentioned above) are working hard... like a hardworking OX.. just like Year 2009... DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE US!!!

It's X'mas Time!!!

2008-12-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingles all the way.. It's X'mas time again!! Merry Christmas, everyone!!!

Though christmas is over, but the spirits of christmas is still hanging around everyone.. especially Orchard.. I am feeling so happy and excited too... Not just because of the gifts that I received from my frenz and colleagues... and also because today is the day that we will be collecting our brand new car!! It's a investment by someone that I am not allowed to say... but it's sort of a gift...

Anyway, our car is a 1.5 Subaru sedan Impreza.. I'm so gonna load the picture of the new car into here and facebook later.. the car is in black and the car plate is SJM1956Z.. if only we are earlier... well, we might get 1923 or a bit later, we might get 2 no later which is 1958.. but oh well, since we got the car plate no AND the car... i think i shouldnt brood over with the number now... keke.. I am so excited...

Think i'll stop here... and jumped over to the template side.. wanna change some stuffs at the template.. Bye now.. and MERRY XMAS!!!

Labels: I'm in love with my new vroom vroom...

Late Night Show - "IP MAN" @ Cineleisure

2008-12-21T04:35:00.004+08:00

oh hi... i jus reached home 10 mins ago from my super late nite movie - 'IP MAN', a show that was all about Bruce Lee's shifu - 叶问... It was terrific and a WOW show... well, compared to yesterday's show - 'Twilight'.. hmm.. I would said 'Ip Man' totally won if you are a person that loved martial arts action movie! I would raised both hands and legs to support this show...

Okay... served me right for wanting to watch late show.. now my flu are so totally going frenzy... I am like sneezing a loud one every 3 to 5 mins in between... Hey c'mon, I'm was like stuck in the bed and of course in house for a whole day sleeping.. I am gonna suffocate soon if I am not let out of the house for some erm.. 'fresh air'... so, there ~~I go..~~ we goes... includes Larry, Yong Hui and Lynn... The 5 of us chiong for late nite movie... Oh please forgive this poor sick tofu who just wanna have some relax.. please...

Anyway... during the day when I was awaked, I went online to download the e-books on "Twilight' from Book 1 to 4.. I managed to finish 1 of the book... now onto the 2nd one, but I'm bored with the contents.. I think I'm gonna give up on this series.. hmm.. wat should I do? let me consider bout it...

It's late, I better get some sleep.. I still needs to get down 阿嫲 house to 拜拜 my 阿公 for 冬至. I wanna go Kinokuniya to get some decent organiser for year 2009... I am going to start schoooling for Uni... better get prepare early... Oh dear... I am so worried...

Good night everyone!

Sick Tofu after KL Trip

2008-12-20T03:31:00.004+08:00

I'm back... from KL trip... but details have to wait.. I'm not sure how am I going to include all the details but I will... after I tidy up the pictures and stuffs...

Anyway, I'm sick again... A sick Tofu I am... I realli don understand on what kind of circumstances I can get sick... Got 2 days MCs from the doc, I really thought its just a small cold that does not deserve 2 days... But i was wrong... I get worse now.. really.. with additional of split headache and a sore throat with a cough... pathetic me..

okie... I cant sleep as I have slept thru the whole day after eating the medication.. Darling thought I can do with a little movie.. he brought me for a movie - 'Twilight'. The show was slow, seems to be a love story but I guess it might have some Part II coming up.. Anyway.. I just ate my medication AGAIN.. think i'm gonna hibernate soon... Ohh... I don wan.. all that sleeps made my body aching all over...

Btw, I am so going to find the storybooks on 'Twilight'! :p

我有问题要问！！！

2008-09-05T21:27:00.004+08:00

今天，我有问题要问大家。。。请看！！！

题目1：如果有人在你面前扮好人，但却在你背后捅你一刀，你会怎样呢？
答案：[如果你有答案，请留言给我，谢谢！我会感激不尽！！！]
题目2：如果你所做的努力与所有的功劳都被大家当成是他的所作所为与他的功劳，你又会怎么做呢？
答案：[如果你有答案，请留言给我，谢谢！我会感激不尽！！！]
题目3：如果他和你又同属同一个单位，却在名分上比你高一级；而他又老是在工作上推三推四的，你又会怎么做呢？
答案：[如果你有答案，请留言给我，谢谢！我会感激不尽！！！]
提目4：如果你是因为他的关系而有流言满天飞的话，你又会怎么做呢？
答案：[如果你有答案，请留言给我，谢谢！我会感激不尽！！！]
题目5：如果你快被逼疯了/已经被逼疯了，你会怎样做呢？
答案：（1）向上司告状（2）在疯之前，痛扁他一顿（3）扁了他，再扁所有看扁你的人（4）死来表示自己的清白与悲伤 [如果你有答案，请留言给我，谢谢！我会感激不尽！！！]

就这样吧。。。晚安！！

My Mama is SICK!!!

2008-08-28T22:09:00.005+08:00

I am totally feeling so out... Just came out of Communicable Disease Center 2 of Tan Tock Seng Hospital... Been at TTSH for the whole today... going on the ambulance for the damn 1st time and I damn hate it!!!

For the whole this week, mama was terribly sick... She hadn't been working since 21st Aug (Thu) and now she was feeling worse... Went to the clinic with mama to bring her to see doctor today when the doctor suspected mama might have a bacteria infection in her body and was worried that the bacteria might infected her kidneys or lungs, so the doctor wrote a letter and asked me to bring mama to go TTSH for a whole body checkup.

At first, mama does not want to go down to TTSH. But I feared that something bad might be going on in her body so I forced her to go down. Brought her down to the hospital and found that the waiting time was still forever damn long like usual. And best part was we saw a trainee nurse sleeping while on her duty (mama commented that we shld have video it down and put on blog to show that how slack the people are). Anyway, we were directed to the Tentage outside to wait. The tentage was for all patients that wre down with fever, no matter high or low fever.

Okay, I'll just skipped the damn consultation process that went through. So, after the consultation... the doctor told me that mama have to be hospitalised at CDC (Communicable Disease Center) and blah blah blah.. and I have to go through the whole waiting process again to help my mama to do the admission. After the admission process, the nurse at the counter told me that mama have to wait for around 2 hrs for wards! Damn it, we give you money and mama was already at Tentage and the flooring was road-flooring... now, you want her to wait for 2 whole hours!!! So again, I saw nurses and doctors walking up and down don't know doing what!

For no reasons, mama have to be 'walker' to the ambulance and be sent to CDC and a 'walker' to the ward. Until everythings settled, it already near evening time le... I not going to describe the damn room there today... too tired to think of how to describe it today. Told mama that we have to go home to help her get stuffs and we went off for awhile.

By the time when we went back, it's already 6pm and mama told me that SHE HAVE NOT YET EATEN HER DINNER!! And the nurse told her that dinner will be served at 5pm... the dinner was LATE FOR 1 WHOLE HR!!! Damn it!!! How can they let a patient that was sick to go hungry without any food?!!! Poor mama hae to tahan the hunger until we reached her ward with some food for her to eat... :( :( :(

I felt so sad to see mama so ke lian and I felt so tired now... and I don know what to do now! Mama told me not to let anyone in the family to know about this especially Granny! What can I do now? Who can I looked for to discuss?? I felt so scared!!! Please! Someone, please help me?! What should I do?!

What a Problems!!!

2008-08-18T22:31:00.003+08:00

okay... let me recall... well... there were so many and too much things that I would want to blog in here but due to some issue, I have to limit it until it is more 'less tension' (getting to much dot dot dot)!

First Issue (Happened 2 weeks ago)
I bloody damn failed my PKE for my re-authorisation on one of the system!!! Damn it! I am soo 'cooked'!!! Anyway, no use in crying over spilled milk... can onli wait for tomorrow's test again! Anyway, now at MCF during OSD duty... wahah, now resting from my PKE bibles and from the phones that always rang... to blog latest news... lalalalala

Second Issue (THIS IS DUA ZHONG i think!!!)
Well... as most of my friends knew that me and baobei have been getting to the long for nearly 5 years (26 Nov 08). To many people, this is a 'wow' factor. And lately, I have been "OMG" state and if you were me, you will also become this state!

Let's see how should I start...
Quite a while ago (Last month i think), my baobei (Johnson) received a shocking question from his Dad. He wants us to get married at the end of the year (2008), or at least a ROM. And for the money wise, I am not so Fang Bie to say anything la... so anyway, I was not around to be question by him but the moment I got the news from baobei, I am in a state of "half-cooked". Why on earth that he suddenly have to ask us to get married?! Anyway, we was not thinking of any possibilities of getting married at the end of the year but well, a ROM mite just do i guess (Temporary).

Anyway... I gotta get back to study... will update again soon... seeya

2008-02-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

For the 22 years, I guess I have never been that upset before... I have lost something that I think its should be one of the most important thing in my life - FRIENDSHIP.

I guess I gotta admit I should not have even let them know each other... 3 years and 3 months ago, I have introduced my good friend, A to my dear's brother, Z. A month or two later, they became an item. We was happy for them and gave them our's best wishes. Although they may have an argument or two and some disagree from family but they still were together. The relationship lasted for only 3 years unfortunately due to some reasons. They broke up leaving the girl with regrets and the boy trying to erase the memories of the whole relationship.
From the day they broke up till now have already passed 3 months, another incident caused the unhappiness from all of us again... nearly a week to 2 weeks, the boy met another girl, B who he have knew for 2 years(which again happened to be someone who treated me like family). To my surprise, they became an item. I asked them why and they told me that it was a love at first sight.

My dear told me sometimes life are like that, you might not be together now but that does not mean you are not fated for each other. Sometimes fate likes to make a joke out of human, he loved to see the dramas that human can show him.

Things seems to get very well for the two of them and I am also glad to see that although I felt sad for A. Before the boy gets attached, I have tried to ask him if A got anymore chances and told him that she have changed for the better. He simply just shagged and ignored my question. I thought its because I am a girl so I asked my dear to check him out. After some days, my dear told me that when he asked Z the same question, he simply just said "She will never changed" to my dear. I was shocked but I dared not said out to A as A still hopeful to get a patch back with the boy.

A few days ago when the boy was in camp for some training, we went to visit him and bought him some dinner. My dear and I received the most shocking news from the boy. He told us that he wants to get married with B. He wants to ROM with her and wants to be with her forever. We were stunned by his news and don't know how to react with the news. At first, we thought he was just joking and was not serious at all. We could not really asked him the reason as he was in camp. The next day when I was in camp, my dear called me saying the news was real and they were planning for a meet-the-parents session. I was stunned and don't know what to do... especially in what to tell A.

On this particular night, I was on MSN with A and was very reluctant to tell her the news but I have to. In order to let her give up and continue on her life, I really have to tell her. After telling her the news, she practically break down and was totally out of control with emotions. She turns hateful towards the boy and refused to listen to any of my console. I really don't know what I can do. I called our god-brother and he too heard the news through A. We tried every ways and means to let her calm down. She told me that she will not do anything foolish and denies every good things that the boy have ever done to her. I was stunned and really don't know what to say anythings to her. At first, I tried to ask her out so that at least with company, she can calm down but she refused. Saying she is unable to face me and I reminded her of the boy. She gradually posted a post in her blog scolding the boy. I tagged her asking her that she might be doing a little to extreme, but I got no reply from her anymore on that day.

A day or two later, I checked back her blog to see if any news on her of being all right or something. I saw a reply tag from her friend to me saying that I am not a good person and does not care about her and etc. I got a bit flared up and reply the tag. I got a little temper lately and was still upset. And on this particular night again, I went back to check out her conditions and I received more flames. She changed and said a lot of unpleasant things well, not about me though but...

I got really upset but at that point, I guess the friendships stopped and ends. This message is for her: "Darling _, this is the last time you can ever hear me calling you darling. In the past, I treated you as a very dear friend and I still will if you at least fight back for my dignity to your so-called caring friends but you didn't. This means I am someone that you does not need anymore. I was always trying to be there for you whenever you get hurts. I guess you does not need to be there as you have more loads of friends cheering you on for denying any good things that we have done for you. Now, I have erased off everything that got to do with you. From this moment, I would not be there anymore for you to get worry of you. Oh, I guess I forgotten something.. You are an university student and need no more of us... Especially now, I am considered an outsider even from your blog. Guess our 9 to 10 years friendship ended just like that. I guess you won't be reading this though... An advice to you: Please don't be so gullible, people treated you well does not mean you can trust them totally. Just take good care of yourself and this is the last time you will ever heard this from me. "

2008-01-05T02:09:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back again!!! Hoho... Here I wished everyone that read my blog a belated Merry Xmas and Happy year 2008!!! Hope everything goes well and everyone stay happy and cheerful always in this year!!!

So sorry everyone that I have not update my bloggie lately!!! Was very very very busy with my new 'pet' - my "new"& "old" Mercedes Vito 110 cdi Van!!! My new 'pet' have basically spent me, Baobei and Sebas' entire savings and year-end bonus. We have brought it to a 'doctor' and spent a lot of $$$ on its 'medicine'!!! But I am so glad we got him cause it also helped us saved a lot of $$$ on transportation fees!!! hmm... maybe I should take some photos and post it here next time.. (No camera phone so cannot take pictures anytime I want!!! Sob Sob :x )

2007-12-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

Now... I am in my office taking a break, have just came back from 2-days MC and still coughing 'around'. Feel so pathetic for getting sick so easily, kinda got warned by my Encik on my MC rates. Sometimes, I really can't helped it.. I shouldn't have even come in this job ba!!! :(

Today, Mdm and Encik also said the Nov monthly report is not appropriately done and not updated enough. Hai, I really trying very hard to do the best in everything le but it always just does not seems to be hard enough! Sob :( Now that Celine is resigning, I can already see my dreadful future le!! Argnn, Help pls! I really don't see any bright future in for me, wat should I really do? Should I ...?

Anyway, enough of the bad stuffs.. Here come some good news!!! Yippee, OUR(belongs to me, baobei and 1 more person that I cannot mentioned) VAN is here!!! This afternoon, I went to Commonwealth Car Mall to collect our Van from Sitoh with Baobei. Though the Van is a 2nd hand but it is still a Mercedes Benz Vito 110 cdi. It is still as powerful or maybe even more powerful than other new van!!! I loved our Van!! For this new 'member', the 3 of us have loads of plans for it!!! Yayyyy....

Yesterday, I went out lunch with baobei as I don't feel like eating packed food. So suay sia, I fell down and sprained, not 1 but both my ankles(still swelled) AND my LAPTOP FLIES!!!! I feel so heartbroken.. sobsob, though there is not damage that is so serious but it still have some minor 'injury'... so heartbroken... I felt so angry with myself for letting such important things flies... sob, I cried and cried so hard!! I am so sorry, Baobei Laptop... I didn't mean to let you get injured!!!

Oh ya, baobei have just finished his exam this morning! Hip hip hooray!!!! Muackz... Gtg!!

My updates!!!

2007-11-20T22:13:00.001+08:00

Here am I @ East Coast Park MacDonald with Baobei and Crabby Kor²(Sebastian)... Just now went to Beppu Menkan Japanese Noodle Resturant(別府麵館) to eat their Jigoku Ramen(地獄拉麵) @ Suntec City. I heard from Crabby that their Jigoku Ramen has different ranking of spiciness, it goes from 1 chilli, 2 chilli, 4 chilli, 6 chilli and the most extreme, 8 chilli. Well.. Crabby suggested that I should try out just 1 chilli rating ramen first before i do anything while Baobei should try on 2 chilli rating. After trying out the food, I would say it really tasted "YUM YUM", anyone that wanted to try out ramen with spiciness that can kills them should go this place!!! Rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

Yesterday.. we went down to East Coast Park MacDonald and we realised that we have yet ate our dinner. So we went to this sort of resturant named Zen Creation of Shindo Arts(食道館) to try the food. At first, we did not expect too high on the food there. We have ordered a 7-courses dinner that cost around $77.77 excluded the drinks that we had. It may sounds expensive and not worth it... after you tried out the 7-courses foods, you will really changed your mind. The 7 courses of food included:

Sashimi for 2 pax (smoked salmon belly, smoked tuna belly, smoked swordfish belly .. etc)- Sashimi over there are while stocks last as it needed to be fresh!!!
Fried Prawn Ball or something, forgot the name le (It is very delicious and I don noe how to describe so forget it! Just eat and you will know!)
Saigon Fried Chicken or something (Just like above, forgot the name)
Salad that is a mixture of Thai and Viet style of food with a bit spiciness and sourness (Tasted very 開胃)
Crab meat Soup with real crabmeat and full of it!!!
Main Course: I have Seafood Spaghetti that is FULL of prawns, mussels, fish meats and my Baobei had "Red-Curry Laska noodle" also FULL of prawns, mussels and fish meats.
Lastly, the desserts!! I have Tiramisu and Baobei is Red Wine Ice-cream! Below are the pics of the desserts!

This is the small encounter we have today at the MacDonald... Well, we were sort of busy with our own works when suddenly, there was this guy - 黑人 talked to me asking for my help in some internet mailing issues. Hehe... my internet knowledge are so 'Half-bucket water' (半桶水), how to help him sia?! Of course, I asked Baobei to help him.. Baobei tried all his ways to help this man but unable to solve the issue. Baobei told me that the man's computer have a serious problem and may need to reformat the whole system. Although Baobei was unable to help him, the man still felt grateful towards Baobei as Baobei have really tried all his best to help. This made me think that if all humans in this world does all his/her best to help each other, I am sure that there will NOT be any more problems.

I felt so happy and blissful these days... My Baobei, 大哥 and 三哥 got me a laptop... it a SONY VAIO SZ 55!!! I really feel very suprised and shock that they really got me a laptop because 三哥 have just got us (Baobei and me) each a PSP slim. Suddenly, I felt so weird about 三哥! He suddenly felt like a changed man... This may sounds strange but he seems to because 'Normal', just like last time!!! :) Well... there are a lot of things regarding him that I am unable to say it out here... so, I'll just ~~zip~~ and keep muy mouth shut and keep quiet like a squeak squeak mouse! :D

This month I have added a few new items in my house. The Newly added items are:

2 in 1 HP Printer & Scanner (I have no choice but to buy this item as Baobei needs 1 for printing of notes and reference books. Anyway, I does not have this item @ home so I might as well get 1)
Nintendo Wii (Please don't ask me why this item is located @ my house instead of my Baobei's house! Wahaha.. the BIGGEST reason is I have HDTV!!!!)
2 x PSP Slim (Baobei and my birthday presents from 三哥)
Sony Vaio SZ 55 Laptop ( My X'mas present from 大哥, Baobei and 三哥)
2 x DICOTA Laptop bags (Don't ask me...)
1 x Air Pump Mattress Bed (我是廳長)

These are the words that I would like to say to 大哥 and 三哥!

To 大哥:

Thank you so much for tolerating my "Missy Temper" and giving in to me so much that I am sure even blood sibling will not be able to even do that . I really loved the X'mas present which is the most expensive item I have ever received from any of my friends. I will definitely cherish this present with my LIFE!!! THANK YOU!!!

To 三哥:

Thank you very very much! I know that I have always bully you and also "bitebite" you but I am really glad that I've know you and have you to take care of me when Johnson are not around. Things maybe different now for you as you are now "alone" but please believed that we(Johnson and me) will always be there for you when you need us and please believe us that you are NOT alone!!! I really loved the X'mas and BDay presents you got for me. I will cherish them with my LIFE!!! THANK YOU!!!

I am a High Priestess!

2007-08-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

You are The High Priestess

Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2006-10-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

so sianx.. today deardear went to range, din come home.. i din get to see him.. miss him very much.. actually, i practically going crazy soon la... msg him, he no replied... except for de call at noon til now- no call or msg from him!!! I realli going crazy liaoz la...

somemore, my half-sister(same father, diff mother) kept msging me lately.. kept pestering me for her bday present!! dam her la... don wanna hav ani relation with him or dad la!!!!!!!!! p.s: eileenn galgal, if u see this hor.. don tell anyone hor! Scared my mama misunderstood tot i go acknowledge him hor! I realli don wan to hav anything to do HIM~

don noe wat to post liaoz.. 886

2006-10-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday kena pulled to chiong at music underground by jenny galgal.. was supposed to meet her with deardear at meridian de monster cue onli.. she said she veri long nvr see me wanna meet me.. told her i left a lil bit money onli, wont be going chionging with her.. will be onli playing pool with her onli.. in de end, her god bro said treat us go and treat us drinks.. keep on pyschoing me and dear dear to go.. no choice, cannot tahan their pyschoing.. so in de end still go le... din spend any cents at all except for the poker card.. all tabs on jenny de god bro, ming guang...

went music underground for a while.. drink onli a glass (juz recovered from stomach flu, so don wanna kena again).. deardear suddenly got so interested into de pool players over there la.. in de end, we got to know a uncle(seems like he is de boss or boss's friend la).. wah, his gf dam chio lo.. super chio lei! Seems like deardear was enjoying yesterday.. I did enjoyed too.. was going crazy and very clear in de mind on wat i was doing la.. cause i din drink much keke...

de haze was bloody high yesterday(psi: 150).. walked outside, smelled of burnt items in de air, see hazely.. so sianz.. don like to have haze la.. every year like tt one.. always influenced us so much.. :( lucky today haze reduce to lowest (psi:31, tts wat i see la).. after chiong, we went to de hawker near cineleisure to eat.. yum yum, had bbq sambal sting ray, sambal kangkong, sambal lala and crayfishes for supper.. once again, tt ming guang gave us a treat again... i din eat de sambal lala and crayfish la.. was 'playing' with lala and picked it up for deardear and others eat.. was realli having fun.. yayyyyyy!!!

Reached home at bout 3.30am la, went bathe and heard mama's alarms went off(3 alarms) and she ignored it sia... so de alarms went on and on and on.. and i was sooooo tired tt i just ignored it la.. i went to slp within.. hmm, i think a min? keke, soo tired ma.. deardear said called me at 6.30am, waked up to ans his call and fell back to slp AGAIN... woke up at bout 8 plus la.. bathe le den come deardear's house le...

keke think i'll stoppped here le, wanan watched lara croft's movie... ciaoz everyone... takecare!!! not sure if haze will reduced for long and good la, so take good care and drink LOTS of water and have ENOUGH of slp k? Goodbye!!! Everyone jiayou!!! 886 :D

2006-10-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

haha.. got this website from eileenn gal... done de quiz also.. found out tt i am cheer bear.. while she was wish bear.. and i was cheer bear.. yippee considering i maybe her best friend? who knows? wahahaha.. i going crazy le la.. suddenly feel like doing this kinds of cute cute quizzes.. wahohoho

Interested pple, can go to this website to do de quiz... http://www.drudabear.com/quiz.htm

I got sick for a whole week sia... veri sianz... have stupid diahorrea for continuously 5 to 6 days sia.. suddenly, everyone around me said i slim down le.. aiyo, this kinds of sliming method i don wan lo.. made me suffered like sh*t like tt lo... somemore, yesterday vomited also, so jia lat.. de doc heard le also don noe how sia, in de end give me 2 days mc to rest at home or else, i also don noe today how to go work sia... although today feel a bit better liao la but still hurt at de tummy area.. ahhh... feel sick again.. no appetite to eat or drink aso.. so.. lil children must listen hor... be good and take care of ur health ah.. don anyhow eat or drink ah! Especially, lately got such a heavy haze around de whole singapore, so must takecare ah!!! :D

recently, trained pool trained until very fierce ah... seems like deardear wans me to get more improved instead of being stuck like last time.. haix.. everytime, play with tat who always kena suan until very jialat.. feel very pek chek and angry.. its not as if he is very pro wat!! said me as if all my basics and other things do until not good like tt.. he also wat.. aiya, suan le.. if i really wan to shut his mouth up, think i must trained more harder.. keke, anyway.. i already based on my 'shi li' win him a few times le.. if trained more, maybe can win him more times bah! Jia you lo!! :)

Hav just changed my blog outlook into a more 'chio' one... hoped this time no one will take my design again.. think after my camp project for the minister finished.. i going to designed and do my own blog skins le.. or else used pple one, i very sianz.. pple take also cannot said anything... wahahha... hmm... i gotta go le.. nid to update a bit on de skins things... later den.. nitenite everyone... sweet sweet dreams!!! muackz dear dear!!

2006-09-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh... think I going nutz soon... Tml got IPPT in dee morning, afternoon still have to go back camp for work and with some svcing going on also.. den, fri afternoon got gwt re-sit... how can i going to ahan dee stress sia.. i going die soon la.. luckily today, my arms and thighs are recovering from strains le... or else, tml cfm plus chop will failed mii ippt dee... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..
don care liaox.. next mth pay day, i wan go wild wild wet play or escape played ah.. wan to release myself frm stress or else cfm go crazy de! haix, starts frm next mth.. i will be returning back to normal day staff liaox (from 0800hrs to 1730hrs).. all because of tt don noe wat video program tt i gotta go attend la..
think i better get back to my study liaoz or else.... u noe ba... 886 :D

Bin such a looooong time...

2006-09-14T01:55:00.000+08:00

itz bin a loong time since ii last post.. haii.. bin kinda busy with workz sia... somemore, at work cant post la.. tinking of going work use the i.e comp to blog.. haix, dee comp cannot enter blogger website.. sianx..
hubby's bday coming soon le.. we going to chalett... yay!!! so happi... wahaha.. so loong no chalet le.. all hav to worrk worrk worrk.. so boring.. no fun at all... keke... me, sebas and hubby's bro, jack bought him a cue - scorpian cue... not cue at all sia... cost us abt $300/- with dee multiple-dots de training white ball and etc...
hohoho.. i also wan to buy cue sia... saw tt whole black, graphite scorpian sia... so chio... haiz... just tt cue cost abt $300/- le.. much more expensive den hubby's one...not sure if i reached tt standard not... i now using hubby's old cue la.. but don seems to work very well for me.. guess i gotta save money for my own cue le... wahoohoo .. if someone wan buy for me also can.. wahahhaha :P
now, i thinking of making a personnel bday gift for hubby lei.. but no photos to go with it... sianz.. was thinking of makin a music clips cd for him one.. but i lost all the photos le... so sianz... haiz... must take more photos these 2 months so i can do for our 3 years anniversary lo... no choice...
think i going off le la.. go make a new blog layout.. this one seems dull... nitex everyone... sweet dreams ;D

2006-08-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

Stupid rain... don noe y sia... today rain so heavily like the god in dee heaven forget to turn deir tap off like tt... kept raining sia... somemore, the traffic light near interchange one spoilt also.. veri jia lat.. singaporean so selfish one... i jus now in Mickey's car, can said nearly have accident sia.. lucky he goes slow ah.. or else think kena le... seriously lo... the cars all don noe how to give in to each other one... dam jialat lei...
Was s'pposed to go PS to get back mii V3i one, in dee end, rain so so so big.. decided not to go.. hubby came mii hse help me take laptop, in dee end, he got veri shocked to see mii whole face like burning red like tt, felt like a fever like tt.. he so worried, kept one seraching mii hse for theremometer... haha, in dee end, cannot find!! Baka!
I so tired le... tml on night shift also... no fever so far.. haha.. so sianz... think i going offline le la.. see ya

2006-08-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

Jus came baack hoome frrm outsiide.. soo tiired.. reallix cannnot tahann Hubbyx n Sebas leii... cann arguee 1/2 an hour to 45 miinx jus because of Elysiium(a game) for notting sia.. reallix cannnot tahhann dem le... yesterday, Ah D said wan mit me today one.. iin dee end, also nvr.. all bluff me one.. haix.. do i look like so esy to be 'pian' one ma? so sianx...
hmm.. weirdx, bin 2 dayx le, boiboi din msg me for anithing le.. i wonderx wat happen.. but i did see his tag at his bloggie.. mayb he is too tiredx to msg me ba.. oh well, hope he takex carex.. don wan to hear him saying to go hopsital againx...

haix tml hav to go backk workx le.. no morre shift off lei.. so sianx.. reallix hope tt ii cann go backk to study for Uni soon.. butx still hav to wait until mid-June 2007 den can go.. so sianxx..

aiya.. tt day, go ippt.. failed mii running, so sianx.. think ii tml hav to go run le.. or else no stamina to run again... don wanna mii promotion to be late if i fail ippt .... ahhhhhh... sdupid ippt..

aiyo.. i wan go slp le la.. neck veri pain.. somemore tml, i on day shift, cannot be late or else tt ah pek going scold me again!!!!!!! nitenite

wahahaha _

2006-08-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... nw oni mii iin dee officee.. sianzz mii shiift iic weent oout to gett dinnerr.. soo leftt mii iin dee officee.. soo borrin, no oone to tokk to... haiz.. tmml still gott to waiit for dee SCV techniical servicce to comme annd repaiir mii SCV digital cabble boxx.. somemorre btww 4pmm to6 pmm leii.. cannnot goo outt liaozz.. wahhhaa

lame shiit...

2006-08-27T08:42:00.000+08:00

Hai.. lil' kids nowadays reallii donn noe wat dey rr tiinkin.. onii noe abtt playiin & tokiin abtt luvv... haiz.. seee eiileen soo stresss abtt studiies, ii asoo heartachee.. juzz becos' of dee adultz at homee, she havv to facez soo mucch tiingz..& tt boiboi.. aiiyo, donn noee hw to sayy hiim la~ siick areadyy, still insistt soo mucch.. juzz hoped dey will juz takke caare la.. donn wannna see dem likke animoore la!! haizz

nw @ cammp doiin nitte shiift, siianz.. toody gt serviciin.. siannz hav to worrk latee todayy... haha.. misss deaar deaar le.. woonder iif hee hav reeached homee yett.. heeheee, tdayy briin eeyoore to cammp, keekee.. laterz still hav to doo tiingz annd seconndarry apppointmentt dee tiingz.. siianzz..tiingz ill stoppp heere, latterz deen wriite.. 88 = bb

2006-08-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

guess ii muz be feelin quiite borrin or else.. ii wun be startiin to do a bloggie agaiin.. haha so borr liiaoz of mii.. hohoho..
well.. guess ii shuld 1st updatez mii latezt infozz.. : nw.. ii m @ dee camp near(consider) MINDEF - bukiit gombaak la.. den.. havenn passed mii ippt la, donn evenn tinkk ii cann pass loo... haha nvr evenn traiin.. how 2 pass? wellz.. ii takiin tml le, so.. see tml lo haha... ii nw onlii 3rd sgt la.. superz duperz low, soo donn bullii mii kk??
ahhh... wass tinkkin of postiin abbt 2 dayz agoo.. but! tt day, havenn evenn completedz mii desiign so cannott postt.. haha... nw forgett watt ii wann postt le ... muz re-capp!!! hoho... tiink ill stopped herez le... wiill be backz iin dee evennin to postt ii guessz, seee yaa!!!!

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2006-08-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

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